Tuesday, January 18, 2011

@ 6:08 PM

Been like years since i update this blog.. gonna update quite often from now on.. things doesn seems to be going right in some way, i cant say what went wrong but something is wrong.. i didn know we both will drag it till so long.. 27 more days, seems so far so far away... is just like something that is not within what i can reached. If you know how important you are to me, i believe you will understand how i feel.. Yesterday, waited for you although you didnt ask me to wait..i choose to wait even when i dont know whether you still in school or not.. But in the end, i still managed to see you for that few mins :D hours of waiting doesn seems to matter anymore le:D something bad happen after that, but never mind:D i am ok with it le.. today, got appointment with the doctor so went to see the doctor straight once after i leave school.. before that, he seems to be angry with me so i leave the school immediately in to catch up with him, thought of going over but scared that it might be awkward and maybe he is still angry with me so i choose to stay at a side see him get on the bus and leave.. i regretted at the moment when he left, if i was brave enough to walk over, things will get better for us le:( sorry sorry :( i tell you there is no such need for you to treat me important i just wish that when things happen i will be the first person that came across your mind(: it will be enough for me le :D hui yee told me that i might be giving out and giving in too much for him.. maybe i really did but it doesn concern me whether in the end i am still the one that is giving out, i just want you to be happy.. dont worry, i will be more understanding towards you (: pardon me,if there are times where i fail your expectation :( now, i just wish that between us everything will go smoothly and the day will come (:


Falling in love with you wasn what i want,
but it was beyond my control that the feeling grows on you.
If i could turn this whole thing back to the beginning,
I will....
still choose to know you,
to like you and
to love you(:
- dont tell me you are leaving right now..

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

@ 6:08 PM

Been like years since i update this blog.. gonna update quite often from now on.. things doesn seems to be going right in some way, i cant say what went wrong but something is wrong.. i didn know we both will drag it till so long.. 27 more days, seems so far so far away... is just like something that is not within what i can reached. If you know how important you are to me, i believe you will understand how i feel.. Yesterday, waited for you although you didnt ask me to wait..i choose to wait even when i dont know whether you still in school or not.. But in the end, i still managed to see you for that few mins :D hours of waiting doesn seems to matter anymore le:D something bad happen after that, but never mind:D i am ok with it le.. today, got appointment with the doctor so went to see the doctor straight once after i leave school.. before that, he seems to be angry with me so i leave the school immediately in to catch up with him, thought of going over but scared that it might be awkward and maybe he is still angry with me so i choose to stay at a side see him get on the bus and leave.. i regretted at the moment when he left, if i was brave enough to walk over, things will get better for us le:( sorry sorry :( i tell you there is no such need for you to treat me important i just wish that when things happen i will be the first person that came across your mind(: it will be enough for me le :D hui yee told me that i might be giving out and giving in too much for him.. maybe i really did but it doesn concern me whether in the end i am still the one that is giving out, i just want you to be happy.. dont worry, i will be more understanding towards you (: pardon me,if there are times where i fail your expectation :( now, i just wish that between us everything will go smoothly and the day will come (:


Falling in love with you wasn what i want,
but it was beyond my control that the feeling grows on you.
If i could turn this whole thing back to the beginning,
I will....
still choose to know you,
to like you and
to love you(:
- dont tell me you are leaving right now..